Having a hard time today. It a GORGEOUS fall day here in the Hudson Valley. We are having an after football game watch party here with a bunch of folks (outside, distanced, etc.)-I’m cleaning, cooking, listening to music, doing yard work-and the only “reward” I can think of is chardonnay. I am NOT going to have it-but am mad at myself that all these good things don’t “top” that particular reward in my WRONG mind. ARGH. Day 30 here (again). Have a happy Saturday !